pretty good day!! under 1000 calories and i went to gym for an hour!! i can run 3 freakin miles now so i'm planning on running a 5k soon! every runner has to start somewhere!

ps - looking for new blogs to follow. i haven't been online in a while so a lot of the old ones i used to follow are out of date. comment if you want me to follow or if you have an suggestions!

NYC be good to me

just got back from new york and i am exhausted and ready to work harder... (ppl there are gorgeous)

right now: listening to boy with a coin on repeat, really contemplating why my weight is the same as it was 1 year ago. i struggle so hard just to keep from going up, it seems like god would finally reward me and bring it down a smidge. i guess i just have to try harder...

new york fashion week is some serious thinspo...

Ate a little bit of soup and did some c&s grazing. Maybe 300 cals tops. Still under max.

I really want to eat right now... I have control. I must have control...

All I've had today is oatmeal for 160 cals. No free snacks. I know that as soon as I eat one thing, I won't be able to stop. So I won't start.

started keeping a food journal in my backpack. hopefully no one will go through my stuff at school. it means i can always have a reminder of what i am keeping track of.

I also started looking at tumblr again. Those girls who post photos on there are some amazing thinspo if you ever need it. I've done pretty well today, even to the point of running outside(when i usually go to the gym)! yeah i can't wait to be skinny when I turn 18.

some stuff i found while tumbling...