happy day (ish)

went to the gym today, ran 2 miles like i normally do, then walked until i got to 30 mins. i think i can get back into my gym habit, despite the fact that my mom canceled the gym membership to save money. we are a family of 5 living on my moms little income. we do pretty well but it means semi-often junk passes through the kitchen. i need to kick that habit. and going off campus for lunch every week, i can do, as long as i only get a drink...

i will go to the gym at least every other day. i will never go 2 days without going to the gym. i need to work out, and i will. that is all.

not so far away, yet so long ago

wow. it has been so freaking long. a whole year. luckily i've been under 150 for about 6 months now so i don't really freak about that anymore. whenever i see the scale creep up a pound i literally have a spazz attack and tell myself to eat under 800cals the next day. that seem's to work.

i did manage my weight over the lazy summer by going to the gym pretty much every day. i run 2 miles and walk the last mile for a total burn of almost 300cals a day. i still want to be 120 by the time i am in college. i think that if i just suck it up and start going to the gym again i can so totally get there. i will do this.

thanks to you guys! about 10 more ppl followed even while my blog was dead!

PS - i kinda got into tumblr for a while but i really enjoy blogger so much more. it just is more personalized.