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5.14.2012

finally got my ass to the gym today. it felt so good, i even wore my new zaggora hot pants that are supposed to keep heat in and burn more calories/clear up cellulite. i am already feeling a little lighter. will update soon, I'm braindead from studying for my AP government exam tomorrow.. caio.


5.11.2012

i needed to post some thinspo to keep myself busy since this friday night is quite more uneventful than normal. i've actually been pretty busy during the weekends. granted EVERYTHING and i mean everything i do with my friends revolves around food. i hate that. it's as if we can't think of anything to do besides go out to eat and then mess around until after midnight. it's a complete nightmare for me trying to keep calories to a minimum before prom. yes, i realize that i am using a very yoyo, flip floppy method to lose weight, but for what i need it for, its appropriate. 

also, my whole family has been on weird schedules so we have been eating on the go a lot as well. i just try and order a drink or a eat half of a kids meal, but its still hard. i am getting my mind mentally ready for a planned liquid fast on monday. since i am still doing my last AP tests of the year i physically cannot fast or limit my caloric intake in the morning of tuesday and thursday. i have an afternoon test on wednesday so i need to make sure i eat a protein/carb filled lunch/brunch. i just cannot wait to be done with high school, just two more weeks basically and i'm done. done with the people (for the most part).

5.09.2012

i was a lazy bum today but for the most part i kept my caloric intake pretty low. now to go rewatch skins!! i seriously cannot get enough of that show. complete opposite of my life but that's exactly why i watch it.


5.08.2012

i can't count the number of "back" posts i have posted in total on this blog, but i legitimately want to improve. i have been stuck at 146 for way too long and i need to change that. my prom is in 1.5 weeks. even if it means all i can manage is to lose 2 pounds, then that is what i will do. i don't care how i do it. i will look good for prom. that is my night. that is my night to be able to eat/do whatever i want.

this will be my year. 2012. is the year of me becoming 130.

damn, this is effy stonem from skins believe it or not.