finally got my ass to the gym today. it felt so good, i even wore my new zaggora hot pants that are supposed to keep heat in and burn more calories/clear up cellulite. i am already feeling a little lighter. will update soon, I'm braindead from studying for my AP government exam tomorrow.. caio.
5.14.2012
5.11.2012
i needed to post some thinspo to keep myself busy since this friday night is quite more uneventful than normal. i've actually been pretty busy during the weekends. granted EVERYTHING and i mean everything i do with my friends revolves around food. i hate that. it's as if we can't think of anything to do besides go out to eat and then mess around until after midnight. it's a complete nightmare for me trying to keep calories to a minimum before prom. yes, i realize that i am using a very yoyo, flip floppy method to lose weight, but for what i need it for, its appropriate.
also, my whole family has been on weird schedules so we have been eating on the go a lot as well. i just try and order a drink or a eat half of a kids meal, but its still hard. i am getting my mind mentally ready for a planned liquid fast on monday. since i am still doing my last AP tests of the year i physically cannot fast or limit my caloric intake in the morning of tuesday and thursday. i have an afternoon test on wednesday so i need to make sure i eat a protein/carb filled lunch/brunch. i just cannot wait to be done with high school, just two more weeks basically and i'm done. done with the people (for the most part).
5.09.2012
5.08.2012
i can't count the number of "back" posts i have posted in total on this blog, but i legitimately want to improve. i have been stuck at 146 for way too long and i need to change that. my prom is in 1.5 weeks. even if it means all i can manage is to lose 2 pounds, then that is what i will do. i don't care how i do it. i will look good for prom. that is my night. that is my night to be able to eat/do whatever i want.
this will be my year. 2012. is the year of me becoming 130.
damn, this is effy stonem from skins believe it or not.
this will be my year. 2012. is the year of me becoming 130.
damn, this is effy stonem from skins believe it or not.
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