ugg all that fasting and still nothing. i am still following my abc diet and also thinforever has added me to their weight loss comp!! so 10 pounds before august 25, that's pretty doable. no binging! so i am back on restricting today. i just had 1/4 of a banana and 39 cals of grapes (each is 3 cals) and now i am drinking come water. you know, yesterday i didn't feel hungry at all and i think its because i drank so much water!
ugg i really can't stress to myself that i need to be under 150. i have been that same weight or around it for almost 3/4 of a year now. i hate that. it means high school so far has been fat. well not anymore. and since doing that fast. i have found that i like to binge at night. during the day i had control and at night i almost lost it. i did have to chew and spit some crap last night though, so i guess it wasn't a total fast. but that said, i think i did well!
-this is the beginning of my REAL weight loss. no binge days. i can't have cake or cookies. and today is 500 calorie day. i think i will try and eat less though. i need to be 130 and thats my normal people goal. i really want to be 110 or 120!! ahhh ok thanx gals. i am going to go stare at thinspo and get into my brain that i am a fat ass... good luck honeys!
RULE: no food until my mom gets home from work. thats at like 7. yeah. i like that. it keeps me actually wanting my mom to come home haha!
About Me
- ThinKiss ♥
- I'm just a girl with a blog. I am not ana, but i consider myself to be obsessed with my own weight and personal goals. I admit that i am a disordered eater but i don't have an eating disorder. I hate my body and i plan to change that. I don't think that bones and emaciation are beautiful; i think earning the right to be described as skinny by other people is heaven. This is just a way for me to track my progress, express my feelings, maybe post a little thinspo, and my current musings and findings.
wooo! go girl!
ReplyDeleteim fasting the rest of today.
coffee and tea.
and OMG i love to binge at night..
i know exactly what you mean.
its so hard and i go on like autopilot.
141.4 = august 25th.
you can do this baby!
You're doing so well :) keep at it dear. Sometimes the scales play tricks and don't show your weight loss then the next day you've lost twice as much as you thought :) it'll happen eventually and the harder we work the sooner it will! :)
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