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7.13.2009

getting closer..

well i lost a pound, and i hadn't weighed since yesterday. and yesterday i weighed when i was full of water and a little food. i know i am doing okay when even at that time, i weigh less than i used to! but i can't get cocky. i know that once i get under 148, my mind will think oh haha now she can have food. but i won't let that happen. and i don't want any of you guys to let that happen to you either. yes, you know what i am talking about. its like last meal syndrome. you starve starve starve and then in about 3 binge/bad days we gain it all back. but this time i feel a sense of control (perhaps the crystal light makes water fun??). i don't know but whatever it is i'm loving it.

i think i wil try a partial fast today. so i won't eat anything until after 5pm. i hope i can at least manage that. it will help because i always seem to be in the mood for practicing lax nowadays and the only thing i can even think of comsuming afterwards is water/crystal light.

well good luck honeys :) i know we can do this and i need support. bye - i need to go comment on everyone's blogs now!!! and i think that all this restriction will count towards my ABC diet!! so i'll start on that!

PIC: lookbook - skinny even when she's sitting in that position, what a dream...

4 comments:

  1. aww i love your blog.
    im following.

    and congrats, im close to the same weight you are. im 142..
    i used to weigh 115 and thats where im trying to get back to. keep up the good work lovey!!

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  2. you are SO right, when i lose weight i start eating, that is what im gifted when i reach my goal FOOD and i regret so much! you are doing great, keep fighting!

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  3. getting down another 10lbs and seeing that 2nd number change always makes me think I can take a break... you're so right. Well done on your weight loss and self control :)

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  4. Congratulations on the loss! I can totally relate to "last meal syndrome(what a wonderful term!) : p
    Good luck on the partial fast today!
    Stay strong <3

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