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okay so i woke up did the usual... then i weighed myself. 150.8??? well i think you were right pokerface!! the scale said 153 after all the water i drank, so i know it was only water weight but now i am 150.8 :) and yeah i am totally gonna be 141.4 by august. at the very least.

i was thinking on binging today, but no i will not. i must stay strong. i am going to go to my evil step grandmother's house today and spend the weekend uggg... and not ugg because i hate her - ugg because this means we will be eating out basically every meal except maybe breakfast and lunch. and she keeps the best food in her pantry too.

at least we will be running around town alot and i think i might be able to go shopping. i really wanna buy a pair of size 4 jeans so that i can rejoice when they finally fit me! that should get me revved up to not eat!

thanks for the support - i won't be able to post though... at all this weekend until maybe sunday morning :) oh and to thinforever - i think my intake was about 500 and i was lazy and didn't exercise... damn. well. good luck guys, have a thinfriday.