i was a lazy bum today but for the most part i kept my caloric intake pretty low. now to go rewatch skins!! i seriously cannot get enough of that show. complete opposite of my life but that's exactly why i watch it.

i can't count the number of "back" posts i have posted in total on this blog, but i legitimately want to improve. i have been stuck at 146 for way too long and i need to change that. my prom is in 1.5 weeks. even if it means all i can manage is to lose 2 pounds, then that is what i will do. i don't care how i do it. i will look good for prom. that is my night. that is my night to be able to eat/do whatever i want.

this will be my year. 2012. is the year of me becoming 130.

damn, this is effy stonem from skins believe it or not.

I'm getting there, my stomach already seems flatter but I need some thinspo desperately. Its spring break now so I'll be in dire need of a 5lb loss... I plan on blogging a lot more, so keep reading!

via 5inandup

Quick update -

Great day today. Totally made up for yesterday! Back on track!!!

Forgot to check in yesterday, but I did get a chance to go to the gym! I didn't today sadly, because I am car-less. Tomorrow, no excuses.

I need to make sure I weigh myself tomorrow first thing after I wake up and go to the bathroom, I need a baseline. Also, even if I don't eat much all day, I need to eat most of my cals around 5pm-6pm because that gives me enough time to burn it off at the gym around 7:30pm and if I don't eat it in the morning, I don't even notice the difference in hunger level (I'm still the same degree of hungry!).

I can do this. Prom will be awesome. Spring break is in 2.5 weeks. I will make it to 142 by then. That's easy!! Weak even, 2lbs a week is nothing!

Dree Hemingway = major thinspo